hadoken

    

As everything flows.. we both get the feeling that we belong together, we shared laughter and tears... sadness or joys... pushing limits through thick and thin as we handle each problems. And we  decide to officially became as one. 

After the first time we met, was the time i realized that you gave your 100% trust in me.. even a rain can't stop us, even my little fever can't stop us hehe, trusting me that night was a sign of your love that you always  showed me all the way..

and everything else feels like magic,i can't barely tell the difference between dreams and reality, the moments we shared, the kulitan and sungo.gan, but most of all the sweetest moments that even the sweetest chocolate cannot even compare.. (-damn so hard to make this statement while watching my back to see if no one is reading my post while making it-)...

How can i ever forget our mischeif and troubles we made during our time, our lying to our relatives just to save our butt from our consequences..

to make this short, each bad decision we made to each other har har har.. (-dili lang kay ako ray bad influence nohh-).. but for me those bad decision was part of us to make our relationship even more stronger..  

And so, those were the happiest time of my life, having you keeps me thinking that "it feels good to know that you are mine" (-hey wala na sa song lyrics ha!! hehehe or if naa man gani you wont find it.. bleee :P -)... 













And so a storm came...

this isin't a typical fairy tale story where it ends with "and they live happily ever after" line.. a chronic sickness struck in me, it comsumes me physically and most of all mentally, my view of life changes, a shadow of depression slowly crawls inside. 

But you never leave besides me, you were there from my weakiest days and saddest moment. And yet i keep on pushing you, at that time, i really wanna let go, i want you out of my life thinking that happiness means nothing as what i am now, and i am  being selfish.. 


so we did part ways... you had yours and i had mine.. as the world keeps on moving, i keep on clinging for my life, did the worst and did my best..

but i still cling to my past, i remember our days when we were together, as if it is still fresh in my memories, i can't help it but smile when i remember about us..

so how can i ever move on??




 and for some reason..

ok i will make this short nlng..  



i know how you hated reading, so i am doing this because i think i don't know how to court or "manguyab" anymore, hehehe so in ani nlng, Hi Ms. Michelle Lagahid, how are you doing? you know what, I think i miss you, hehe "think" pa na ha.. but one thing is for sure. .I still LOVE YOU!!! so the question that i will ask is not "pwd ba tika ma uyab?" but  "unsa man date atong e mark oi, para naanatay monthsary or anniversary?" hahahaha assuming kita na..  :P

anyways yeah medyo immature pa ghpon ko gamay.. but my immaturity is one of my best attribute right? it brings your laughters sometimes dba? assume nasad ko hehe bleeh :P 

so lets be serious,

will you be my girlfriend?? again??

 

"One thing that i will promise you... to love you with all my heart, from now.. and until to the end of the world"... 

 (-dli nlng ko mo butang now and forever kay moingon rakag gikan na sa kanta-)..

-jAn